I am lost
Let these tears fall
And will my body to drown
In that the grief that consumes
Me will enable me to feel the pain of being stripped from the womb

Death, destruction, hate
They are all the same
They pursuade
You into their deception
Only to feed off your reaction
To the pain they embed within each breath you take
You cannot hide and though you fear the fight
That will claim your life by the end of the night
Still you shake in fright
You've now lost sight
Of the once blinding light and you fall into a state of
Perpetual darkness

The air so thick that your breaths stick
To one another,
One puff of life on top of the other
Struggle to release yourself from their grip
Yet still you slip into a state of oblivion
And though I struggle I cannot release myself from the pain
Its all the same
I look at you and all that you do to deceive and hurt me
And yet still I return
Yerning for more,
Aching for the love I blind myself into believing is there
I pretend that you care
About me,
I pretend that you can see these tears on my face,
That you are only a blink away
Yet the truth remains
That even when you are by my side
Toying with my hair,
Bathing in my scent
Basking in softness of my flesh,
You are never turly here
I remain unaware, unknowing,
Yet the hatred inside is growing,
And you must cease showing me reasons to leave you

I once lived free yet instead I let you capture me
You held me close, and thus my wings I let go
Yet now
The only way I am able to fly is to let you throw me
When I tumble to the ground
Glancing at the latest bruise I've found
On my aching body
I cover my eyes,
Pretend that it is your intention to enable me to fly
Yet you have hidden my wings, torn them off
Shut them away,
Thus at your side is where I am now bound to stay
I cannot escape, I've no where to run
Though I know you are not the one I am left reeling Inside
And thus I let my future die

Hatred is dying, fear is giving in
God save me from this perversion of evil that is beckoning
At my side
Begging me to give it a ride
Yet I refuse,
I refuse
I refuse
You cannot take that away

Hatred, rage,
They're all the same,
I've felt them, kissed them, held them,
Killed them while they slept,
They I do not fear
For when they are near I am aware
That I am still breathing
The pain reminds me that I am still sane
And the moment I decide to give in
Is the day that only my dead body will remain
Bound to this Earth
For I will have experienced my last birth.